Being called retarded by my dad was just THE best part of my day. What the hell? Who does that? Attention all parents out there- DON'T TAKE YOUR ANGER OUT ON YOUR KID FOR EATING A BAGEL AT 10:30 PM! God. If I wanted to get yelled at I would get shit faced and piss on my lawn, but clearly since that didn't happen,  I did NOT want to get yelled at. Let's hope mommy dearest is feeling good enough tomorrow to take to the beach. If not...... someone (meaning me) is gonna be a little pissed.
I'm not selfish, just sick of some shit. Like my grandfather having cancer and my grandmother having Altzeihmers. And my dad's yelling at my mom......oh and now I have to go to the city with him
joy
wish me luck

Finally the week is over, and it ended pretty well. 7 weeks left of hell....kiddy hell that is. Yup, summer camp with 3 year olds is just GREAT. lolnot. Unfortunately, the boys camp next door doesn't come with that many hot counselors, but they're alright. I hope saying that things are going okay isn't going to jinx it and make evertything go down....we'll just have to see. Relying on chance isn't something that one should do. You have to take your life into your own hands, and try to mold it the way you want. There is such thing as fate, I believe, but there's also the possibility that you can change it.
By the way, being myself is working out well as of now. Let's hope I keep this up. HERE COMES THE WEEKEND!! Let's also hope I don't sit on my ass the whole time. or fall on it. We shall see.
Until tomorrow....
Bye.

Okay. 2nd post in the last 15 minutes(unfortunately, the first one didn't get saved......so I guess this is the other first one...). I'm just so creative it's uncontainable. Maybe I shouldn't have complained that much to begin with so let's establish this- I'm not a whiner. I'm just a teenage girl who's living her life one mistake at a time. And you, the reader, will be able to read about them. Lucky you.
I just had revelation. From tonight on, I will be myself. For me. I don't give 2 shits what anyone says- I am ME!! How long this will last? You'll just have to wait until tomorrow to find out....until then goodnight, and try not to cry too hard as you wait for tomorrow night